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R.I.PR.I.P Nan Ivy 05/12/2006
Hope your in a better place now and you and grand dad are back together. Am i suffering from Perfectionism i think so?Perfectionism is:
What irrational beliefs contribute to perfectionism?
To be contiuned.
little dragon - twiceTwice I turn my back on you I fell flat on my face but didn't lose Tell me where would I go Tell me what led you on I’d love to know Was it the blue night Gone fragile Was it both men In wonder Steady gone under Was it the light ways So frightening Was it two wills One mirror holding us dearer now Thought I had an answer once But your random ways swept me along Colossal signs so I got lost With so many lovers singing soft Was it the blue night Gone fragile Was it both men In wonder Steady gone under Was it the light ways So frightening Was it two wills One mirror holding us dearer now sad :(Well not a good day for me i am feeling down and sad but its ok because i can handle the bad times, i just feel sometimes i'm not doing things right and that's why things don't go right but how can i know if no one will tell me when things are wrong or how to make them right. Well i guess i have to look forward and see what good times are around the corner well atleast that's what i'm hoping for good times: ) HappyBack upI started the year off probably the lowest i've ever been but i've picked my self back up and am now starting to live my life more the way i want to and not trying to live how people want or think i should be, i'm not saying to hell with everyone but just that what i want has to come first.
I'm making changes all the time to my life and will continue to do so i just also would like to thank the few people who stopped and read my last blog and left some very nice and kind words thank you very much. Down lower then every beforeMy life really feels like it's hit rock bottom this week and i just don't know what to do any more. I can't get my self motivated and i'm just not happy i just want to walk away from my life because it feels so shit. It's been bad for years but just latley it's got really bad, i just can't seem to be happy or content with my life or the things around me. I try my hardest but it just seems like people just keep kicking me back down every time i start to do well. I try to say right no-one else matters just me but it's no good i can't do it i need some thing or someone who will take my mind away from it all i just can't seem to find what i need i know i need to try harder now but i'm just to low to care.
I am so alone i can't even begin to tell you how that feels i don't mean i have no-one around me i have lots of people every day to see and speak with i mean the way i feel inside i have enough money and i can afford nice things but i can't be happy.
I'm a smart person i'm good at my job and everyone probably thinks there's nothing wrong with me but i hide it from everyone but i't starting to get worse and i don't know how much more i can take before i just break down and can't take any more. I want to walk out from my job and just drive my car away to a new place but is that really going to help i'll still be me so still have to put up with the same feeling so i don't think that will work.
I thought my life had turned a big corner in 2006 and things were going to at last be good for me but yet again more let down but it's ok i'm used to it. I don't know if this is going to help but maybe by writing how i feel down it will help me carry on with the crap i have to put up with in my life well i guess it can't hurt can it?
I don't want to feel like this any more but how do i sort it out do i need help? Can someone help me take the really bad days and not let them get me down and then from there help me to turn my life around and become happy again like i used to be. true loveA girl asked a guy if she was pretty He said No! She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever He said NO! She asked if she left would he cry He said No! She had heard enough She walked away tears streamin down her face He grabbed her arm . Ur not pretty he said Ur beautiful I don't wanna be with u forever I need to be with u forever And i wouldn't cry if u left I'd DIE Thats True Love Losing/winningIf you feel like your always losing, Don't that make when you win all the more sweeter. what makes you happyWith such a great big world out there and everyone looking for similar things to be happy, to be rich, to fall deeply in love, get every thing you ever wanted, it's no wonder not everyone gets them all. yesterday,today,tomorrowTime is end less it's just our time here on earth thats not. Is today your last day? who knows??????"It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on
earth - and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up, we will then begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had" what's in the cards
why, how, what, where??????????????
Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?
QuestionsIs there a soul mate out there for everyone?
Will they always make you happy and never let you down?
How would you know, if you meet them?
Do you have to work at a relationship?
Does love have to be equal to last?
Can you be happy just by yourself forever?
Is love real or just something we think we feel?
happinessYou will never be happier than you expect. To change your happiness, change your expectation.
Happiness comes only from appreciating what you have right now. You can even be happy by appreciating your troubles because they are helping to build your character.
Happiness is the only good. The time to be happy is now. The place to be happy is here. The way to be happy is to make others so.
Happiness is when your mind is thinking through your heart. party time
L"You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them." |
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